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Eye of the Blackbird
the only moving thing
Created on 2003-04-23 23:29:22 (#1022493), last updated 2009-11-11
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Basic Info| Name: | Maybe It's Just Me |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1971-04-28 |
BioSo much could be beautiful...
...but sometimes haunts me instead because I look for too long.
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icon_goddess for the black and white scenery image. 2nd pic by artist Dorothea Tanning]
~♦~
If you're
wanting me to
notice,
please
c o m m e n t
to be
a d d e d.
~♦~
Though I prefer the overtones, the facts include:
Creature Lover & Vegetarian
Lefthander
INFJ
Dream Interpreter
Recovering Agoraphobic
Taurus
Eldest Sibling
Non-Smoker
Omen Watcher
Chess, Scrabble, & Card Player
Non-Gambler
Non-Substance Abuser
Whole-hearted
Among twenty snowy mountains,
The only moving thing
Was the eye of the black bird.
-Wallace Stevens
I'm a complex person with different sides.
I can be categorized as "intense", and hope
to be able to add to that "yet, kicked back"
at sometime in my future.
I enjoy brains, but what I truly cherish is the heart:
feelings, empathy, emotions. To me, intelligence is
just a perk for articulating and understanding what
in the hell one is really feeling about all of this.
It has come to my attention that I've a tendency to be
a bit black and white about things. While this makes me
a really enthusiastic person, it also makes for uphill work
in my aim to become one of those graced individuals who
are able to be so even-keeled through life.
In the past, my natural state has been to get way too
concerned and involved with others' plights to the neglect
of my own. This has gotten better, but I still work on this.
I am not going to attempt to classify myself under the whole
gay/ straight/bi sub-division thing. It would be misleading
no matter how I answered. Let's just say I am out of the loop,
whatever loop you may be referring to; I am no where near any loops.
I was engaged to be married, but that is no longer happening.
Through it all, I am hoping to learn to acknowledge my emotional connection to what is Greater than me.
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